Have you ever had the feeling like you just wanted to be left alone. Like nothing can make you feel better and everything makes you feel worst? well if so tune in cus' homey i feel your pain. Idk..This week has been a totally off week for me. Not only because of my failing love life..but because, lately everything seems so surreal. As if everything and everyone is so fake and no one cares to help me find my reality. Things that i think are tangible, turns out to be unattainable , and everyone is annoying me. I am tired of people hitting ME up to talk about THEM. I want to talk about ME for once. I want to be Complimented, adored, loved..i want someone to kiss my ass for once. When i like a guy i want to have long conversations about US and how he feels about me and how i feel about him. AND I WANT THE GUY THAT I WANT WHEN I WANT HIM! So i have decided to go M.I.A from Myspace, facebook, and AIM. I need to find myself and my own nirvana.
OTHER THAN THAT.....
I tried to reconcile with this guy i really liked, after i listened to some One be Lo. I realized that maybe what this guy needed was someone to stick around for him and ride ya know...but he doesnt want me so i guess i have to move on. he actually told me 'alright' when i mentioned leaving so needless to say i got that 'bitchidontgiveafuckanyway' vibe lol total burn. idk i guess its a guy thing...i never really understood them much. All my friends would agree i am the unluckiest lover there is. But idc , heaven only knows.
