thinking that maybe this is too much for me 'conformity is key' is the moto that seems to be, installed in our minds and passed down through time. and no one dares to break the chain completely even though there are few who seem to be. but does anyone succed? for none can truly be themself after overcoming adversities . Then there are the rules, set forth by them..intended for us. making us lose ourselves in what we are told to be right and just, fogging the lust...lust to be unorthrodox and indivisualize. if only they saw it through my eyes

and on another note

They all say 'your the perfect girl for me' but then they leave, and all thats left is me..scarred internally and emotionally with thoughts of how it was supposed to be, with Ryan leslie on repeat....eesh what do you guys want from meeeee??????